Life without you
October 26, 2012 at 9:42 pm | Posted in Love, normal? | 4 CommentsTags: baby loss, child loss, death of a baby, life after loss, new not so normal, quotes, Sad, Sawyer, thoughts, unexplainable
Dear Sawyer,
There are days that I just cannot stop my arms from aching to hold you. Today was one of those days. I think of you and miss you every day. Time is marching on as it always does. Soon it will be November again. Another November without you – just like every day since that awful night.
I carry the book of pictures of you that my thoughtful friends gave me. I hold on to it. It is not the same as holding you but I am so thankful that I have it. I cannot look at it often but I always have it with me. I love you to the moon and back sweet Sawyer. I will look for you in my dreams. Love you always.
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A Mourning Mom 
Oh I am so sorry, I hate that ache and the days when I can’t get it to dull. I hope today is better than yesterday.
Comment by Jessica— October 28, 2012 #
Thank you for sharing this picture Lanie. May each night bring you beautiful dreams to comfort you.
Comment by Cate— October 28, 2012 #
My thoughts are with you on the tough days and always. Can’t wait to see you this weekend!
Comment by Daphne— October 29, 2012 #
It’s hard to believe it’s been another year already. We’re thinking of all of you!
Comment by Eden— November 15, 2012 #