Life without you

October 26, 2012 at 9:42 pm | Posted in Love, normal? | 4 Comments
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Dear Sawyer,
There are days that I just cannot stop my arms from aching to hold you.  Today was one of those days.  I think of you and miss you every day.  Time is marching on as it always does.  Soon it will be November again.  Another November without you – just like every day since that awful night.

I carry the book of pictures of you that my thoughtful friends gave me.  I hold on to it.  It is not the same as holding you but I am so thankful that I have it.  I cannot look at it often but I always have it with me.  I love you to the moon and back sweet Sawyer.  I will look for you in my dreams.   Love you always.



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  1. Oh I am so sorry, I hate that ache and the days when I can’t get it to dull. I hope today is better than yesterday.

  2. Thank you for sharing this picture Lanie. May each night bring you beautiful dreams to comfort you.

  3. My thoughts are with you on the tough days and always. Can’t wait to see you this weekend!

  4. It’s hard to believe it’s been another year already. We’re thinking of all of you!

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