Four Years
December 26, 2013 at 10:48 pm | Posted in Grief, Sawyer | 11 CommentsTags: anniversaries, baby loss, child loss, dark days, death of a baby, new not so normal, perspective, Sad, Sawyer
Four years ago today is the date on Sawyer’s death certificate. Evan and I last held him on December 25th. My mind knows that time has passed. Sawyer is dead today and he will be gone tomorrow too. However, my broken heart wishes I could go back to when I took this picture and change the ending of Sawyer’s story. I have no words tonight for how much I miss that little guy.
The last picture taken of Sawyer – 12/25/09
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A Mourning Mom 
The most precious picture; he was an angel on Earth and now in Heaven. Sending you all my love and prayers.
Julie
Comment by Julie— December 26, 2013 #
My heart aches.
Comment by Patty— December 27, 2013 #
My heart breaks for you over and over again.
Comment by Kelcey— December 27, 2013 #
So sweet and sad. I wish I could turn the clock back for you. xx
Comment by SusanFB— December 27, 2013 #
A beautiful boy. Thinking of you all.
Comment by Joanna— December 27, 2013 #
May peace be with you and Evan all days, but especially today.
Comment by Sara— December 27, 2013 #
Wishing you peace, now and always.
Comment by Denise— December 29, 2013 #
What a precious picture – sending you my love ❤
Comment by Nathalie Himmelrich— January 4, 2014 #
Just came across your blog in my searching today. What a precious story you’ve shared, thank you. A friend asked me to write a song about the child they lost because the anniversary of the baby’s passing is coming up. I’d like to share the song with you – I hope it’s something you’d appreciate as well. http://youtu.be/2wtO07ilLDw
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