I’m Scared (repost from my amazing cousin’s blog)

February 4, 2014 at 6:42 pm | Posted in Grief, life lessons, Love, normal? | 5 Comments
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I would like to introduce you all to my amazing younger cousin. She is my hero.

plugging along

This is my life. It’s all that I know. Friends have said they think I’m so brave for just living my life, when I’m just living my life the best I can… just as they are.

The truth is I’m scared.

When I initially decided to start a blog, I intended to make it humorous by discussing the more amusing aspects of my life than the dark ones, but sometimes all I see is darkness. I can’t take a single step without being scared that I will tumble and smash my teeth into the floor. I sometimes feel like I’m spiraling downhill with no end in sight.

I have FSH Muscular Dystrophy, and I’m just scared.

“Courage is being scared to death, but saddling up anyway.”

 John Wayne

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  1. Love you! xoxo

  2. Brilliance and bravery must run in the family!

  3. I’m sorry for your loss


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