Time Traveler
March 26, 2012 at 10:44 pm | Posted in after death?, Cemetery, Grief, normal? | 6 CommentsTags: dark days, new not so normal, post traumatic stress disorder, Sawyer, unexplainable
I wish I could go back to this moment:
I sometimes do feel like I should be able to beam myself back to the fall of 2009. If I could just hold Sawyer one more moment. Kiss his sweet cheeks. Perhaps all the allergy medicine I have been taking has made me loopy. Or, maybe it is because I just finished the Time Traveler’s Wife. I pray every night that Sawyer will visit me in my dreams. He has not in quite a while. I wake up every morning knowing that I am still here in 2012 and this is our reality:
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A Mourning Mom 
Dahlin’, I wish I had the words. You are an amazingly strong, beautiful woman. You are always in my thoughts.
Comment by Amy Johnson— March 26, 2012 #
Such powerful photos. I’m so sorry.
Comment by Ali— March 26, 2012 #
I wish you could go back too. But time marches on – and lately I am every day surprised by just how quickly it marches….
Comment by Susan FB— March 27, 2012 #
I wish he could be here in 2012 with his incredibly amazing mama.
Comment by Daphne— March 27, 2012 #
Thanks for sharing your heart and your photos with us. I just finished reading that book too. I am praying for you friend.
Comment by Kristen— March 27, 2012 #
Thinking of you, as always! And yes, wouldn’t it be nice…
I see that the kids did a lovely job of placing stones…
Comment by Eden— March 27, 2012 #